why?
i really want to know why.
why is this happening?
thats all i want to know.
i rly want to be alone right now, away from civilisation, away from life.
i wanna just go. away. die. whatever.
anything. i wan to just chill with someone. not doing anything
sitting there.
and feelin the breeze.
maybe i will feel better that way.
i wanan be away. but i want to know, im not alone.
i really cant take it anymore.
its really. hell.
serious hell.
i cant even swallow properly now.
i cant even do anything properly.
my heart hurts like fuck even when i watch.. cloverfield. what the fuck.
nvm. i will be okay one day. it maybe 1 day or 2, or 1 year or 2. but i will be okay.
i need relief.
fuck it.
i nid help. but i have no one.
i just fucking wanna. be okay.
why cant i?
im just a dumbass. to fall into such shit.
but still. god.
tell me why